Friday, 19 July 2013

July


Alone and naked in the heat of July.
I walk the streets of the capital and I fill my memory with images of disintegration.
I can’t breathe because of the reeking gasses, released from the exhausts of the old vehicles
I can’t see, because of the dust they’re leaving behind
Alone and thoughtful in the month of July
How can the people live such a life, composed of degeneration and misery?
How can formalities be such a luxury for people who are meant to be free?
Their faces are blank, hopeless, miserable.
They have no desires, no hope. They love no one, but themselves
Their future goes along with the smells of the garbage bins and diseases in their food
And no one hears. No one cares to understand. No one have the slightest interest for human rights, or privileges.
They ask only money and they look at you with hate. Their eyes are filled with envy and anger,
But I can see their pain sometimes. I can see their pain all the time.
Alone and naked in the heat of July,
Somewhere where humanity is doomed only to exist. Where reason and progress coexist only in books, on the selves of the libraries where no one cares to visit.
Not here, never here.   

Monday, 1 July 2013

Untitled

Death sneaks out at night and frightens the poor souls of those living behind the garbage bins and sleeping on unfolded cartons.
Every wall of the city painted with misery,
Every light, messenger of hope, is broken.
And there is no law, no punishment, no justice, no rules.
Chaos has its own transmitters and god damn them all.
To hell all of them, with their ugly faces, their fake beliefs, their vile eyes.
To hell all of them, the carriers of death, the byword of corruption.
I curse it all.
Their dissatisfactory democracy, in which fraud and bribery prevailed
In which dictatorship was inherited by deceitful voting procedures.
I curse it all
Their expensive hospitals, full of deprived and poor patients
Their equality of low pensions for the disabled and high privileges for the rich
Their open-mindedness of murdered immigrants and humiliated homosexuals
Fuck it all
Their promises, their joint governments, their cunning smiles

And while we sleep their singing our despair, our end.  

Thursday, 6 June 2013

A Song To Childhood Heroes



1  
With their rugs and a suitcase, they stood on the harbor.
There were no trees, no clean sky, or friendly neighbors.
A deep feeling of nostalgia, burned their insides,
 Reflected by the empty expressions on their faces.
The plain landscape was surrounded by tall and ugly buildings
And their eyes couldn’t take this much hostility, so they lowered them down.
There were others brought by the same conditions, looking dull, frightened, lost.
But his eyes moved upon his shoulders, to the only treasure that he had.
A kid with blonde short hair, tired and hungry, dressed with an old red jacket.
He seized the hand of his wife and together they walked to an unknown direction
With only their rugs, a suitcase and a hungry child.

2

A broken bench. They sit around it. The park is dark and dirty.
As they lie tired and thirsty an old man approaches.
‘Go; get away, not here, not here…’ he screams looking distraught.
‘Not here my friend. Here is dangerous. Do you speak Greek? Do you understand what I’m saying?’
Not an answer, just an agonising face struggling to understand.
 ‘Go. Run away from here. Oh God you are so young and with a kid…’
A gesture with his head and the young father signalled their departure.
They were lost between tall terrifying buildings, decorated with dirty flower pots.
They start to whisper, and then they kissed.

3

The cars are speeding fast.
 The highway pierced the tall mountains and took them elsewhere.
More cars behind them, faster, smaller, better
The door opened, the driver gave directions
‘For how long we’re traveling?’ he wonders.

4

A day in the fields.
There are men and women, all bending down, behind the big tractors.
They sweat and moan, they sing, they tell stories and they laugh.
They are tired and they all want to go home.
The sun burns their heads, the boss screams.
He screams and swears. He doesn’t want them to sing and laugh.
He wants them to work. Faster, better, longer.
They don’t care. They pretend that they don’t understand.
They feel close to each other. They are brothers and sisters.
No matter where they come from…


5

A small photograph is standing next to a vase, decorating her window.
She looks at it from time to time and she smiles. She feels secure.
Then she takes her son, puts him to sit on her lap and reads him a story.
He is happy. He smiles at her. He feels secure too.
And then she smiles back at him and plays with his hair.
By the time the sun goes down, he is asleep and she stares outside the window.
He comes back the usual time and she is safe again.

6

Outside in the yard there are many kids, playing hide and seek.
On the first floor there is a horrible scene he witnesses.
A big looking man is screaming at a woman.
The boy can see because they’re in the balcony.
The man screams and curses at her. She screams back.
A little girl is at the stair, crying. ‘My dad is mean’ she says.
The screams continue for a few more minutes.
Then blood drips and stops it all.
The man picks up the girl and locks up the door.
An old lady calls the boy over her window.
The boy is not afraid, just shy to ask what happened.

7

The darkness cannot stop them from caring for each other.
They always find a way. Even if they have to move blindly from wall to wall, they’ll find each other.
Their hands will touch and she will know that it’s her darling.
Their lips will meet and he will know that is his sweetheart.
Even if the apartment is huge their fingertips eventually will meet and whisper all together.
They don’t need light at nights. Their light is enough and can be felt even by a five years old boy,
Who secretly smiles at his King and Queen.
Why would he need more than that? That’s the only light he needs.

8

They would have to separate now, for a decent amount of time.
The woman looked good even with a swollen belly
Oh, how he wished she didn’t have to go.
She waved goodbye and left them there.
Her mother would now take care of her.
He stayed to seek a better future and no one knows what his thoughts were at those moments.
‘We have to catch the bus tomorrow too’ he announced to the boy.
The next day they were heading to the capital.
Sun forced the flowers to blossom, but he was worried.
They were just two months away from the summer. 




9

The warm summer made the life in the terrace even more difficult,
But he could see the lights, which were expanding far to the old seaport.
During day he could even see some ships, blurry, parked to the horizon.
He would often think of his mother. His father would too.
They were both waiting for the early afternoon, when they would rest and eat a warm sandwich.

10

‘You can stay here if you want’ said the son of the boss
He tried to smile and he received a look of surprise
Then the bed was fixed, the broken windows too.
They lied on the old deck, but it wasn’t the same.
He remembered of the old days back home.
How many friends…

11

No one dared to tell him what happened, or what to expect.
He was a grown up now and could understand by himself
His father with his legs stretched in bed, hiding away his regrets and his shame.
His father, the one who looked him in the eyes and felt responsible
He would never move again they said and that made him angry
‘Then, will you feed them?’ he asked
He went down the stairs creeping. This man wouldn’t fall.
The world was too small for him and he would crush it down and under his will.
The boy was about to receive the greatest lesson his father ever gave him.

11

Evil knocks at the door and delivers a baby
So, beautiful that people thought it was a girl
They gave him the name of God, as he was born the same day
He measured everything and everyone, with his eyes
Under his skin was an abyss, which swallowed his beauty and left only pain
They all knew the name fit him perfectly. He was the only God among them.
He never sinned, or judged, or hated. He only laughed and cried.
He was Christ on earth.

12

The summer came, at last. He would run and slide on the load of dirt.
He was a soldier, a knight, a king. His friend would follow.
They ate together, slept under the same moon. They had the same clothes.
They had the same wounds. They were brothers, best friends, and neighbors.
The sun would hide and they would separate. Just for a few hours.
There was no next day. They read together the adventures of Tom Sawyer
And they thought that it was possible.
So, they built a tree house, strong enough to last for the summer.
Then, when they mastered the craft, they built more.
Until every tree that could host a tree house had one.
That was the summer. It was never enough.

13

He would never tell his father. Instead, he would protect himself.
The other foreign kids too. His father would never know.
He thought he was brave enough. He was indeed.
He was strong too…

14

 A map fell on his head. It was too big and it came off the wall.
The teacher came and she looked like a demon
She started to swear. She started to scream.
She talked of his father. None of it was true.
Oh how he wished she knew none of it was true
His father was nobler than she was.
Oh, how he wished she knew.
Then, he understood what nobility is and added it to his terms.



15

The news were heard by a phone call.
There was silence and grief.
‘Now,’ said his father ‘you’re carrying no one’s name’
He left the room and hided to himself.

16

What is this sound, like a baby’s cry?
Don’t turn off the lights, I’m afraid
Make the cries stop.
Is he in pain? Does it hurt that much?
Is it sorrow? Is it sadness?
What is it mom?
Why can’t he talk?
The other kids can.
Can he hear me now?
Does he understand?
What are you doing?
Why are you singing to him? He is not a baby anymore.
Dad, why is he crying all the time?
Why doesn’t he listen to you?
I don’t like him dad.
I am sorry.





17

The summer brought happiness.
Flowers were popping out from the pots
All sorts of colors; red, purple, blue,
But white always looked the perfect one to his eyes.

18

Bubby was following him to school every morning.
Once they arrived at the gate, he would go back.
His eyes looked at the boy with a sign of gratitude.
Eternally thankful, that was Bubby, just as only a dog can be.
He lied on a pile of cartons and didn’t make a sound or move.
He had accepted his fate.
But then, everybody would witness the bond between a boy and a dog.
His eyes looked tired and blood was dripping from his skin.
He found, however, the strength to lay his big head on to the boy’s hands.
And then, silence. Nothing happened.
Eternally thankful, that was Bubby.


19

There was an upsetting phone call that morning.
He was a grownup now; he knew exactly what it meant.
Then, a white marble, soulless, dead, but still innocent.
He then considered death. He never did before.
He felt its present now, its greatness, its shape.
His flower was not white. White stood for innocence and justice.
His flower was yellow.

20

He fell from the ladder leading to heaven.
He had nothing now, just a blurry memory.
The best of their moments, the best of that summer.

21

“But, death my son will always be your shadow.
It comes at nights, to disturb the peace of your sleep.
It makes life meaningless and itself a higher purpose.
Who are we after all? It doesn’t matter.
You see, you see? There is no justice in death. Don’t go out there to seek for any.
Death bends them all. Strong become week. Big become small. Invincible become vulnerable.
Death bends them all. Yes my son, even the wise ones.
All you can do is spread his word. All you can do is continue his life from where he left it.
Make sure they learn about him. His name will follow you.”



22

On the table there was fish, bread and a lot of meat.
A humble meal to say goodbye; who knew when they would see him again.
 They all went to the bus station, sharing the last conversation.
The day had come. The boy grows up. They were proud of him.
He would now carry the flag of their family.
He would take it to places they never imagined; far away to Wales
And it would wave proudly among the green hills.
A father’s tear and a farewell...

Thursday, 8 November 2012

For the heartbroken love


For what is worth and what is not
I’ll speak the truth to you young love
For I've been hurt a lot before
For I feel wise and filled with pain

Your words indeed I do believe
For they sound real and touched my heart
The greatest love is of this kind
Speaks to the heart, ignores the mind

I tell you this young hopeless love
For what you do don’t feel regret
People grow from their mistakes
It is the sorrow that makes us change

Youth and light you have them all
A spring of life runs through your hair
The sun is shining through your eyes
They carry darkness when they cry

All the love you say you feel
Hide it well and hide it deep
The time will come for you to love
And when it comes don’t judge it wrong

For what is worth and what is not
I’ll speak the truth to you young love
I’m glad we met, I don’t regret
I’m glad we talked I’m glad we shared

One day young love you’ll meet the one
The one’s whose love is real and wise
And then the eyes will meet and stare
And it will never be dark again.



Friday, 11 May 2012

The Land of Dragons


I ran away from home one day
And came to the land of dragons
I was young and untested
And I hoped of better days.

I laid my foot to a green ground
So much nature I’ve never seen before.
With its habitants, all weird creatures,
Some of them, to me unknown.

It’s a land of ancient warriors;
Ancient gods lived here before.
The ancestors of earth and fire,
Walked these hills long time ago.

If you see far the horizon,
You’ll see trees lined up and tall.
They claim the story of this land,
Where nature won against man.

Many people came here before
And they all brought a little piece.
This is how history was made.
This is how a nation was born.

As I walk the narrowed streets,
As I stand next to the sea,
The song of the big white birds tickles my ears.
I enjoy the peaceful wind.

When sometimes I am alone,
I think often of my choice.
And I know that, before I go,
I will want to stay some more. 





Tuesday, 21 February 2012

Vale Perilous


We passed what was believed to be the gate of hell
And we felt shattered by the disturbing silence.
We were far from any place we called home,
The Greek and I.

There was no light, reaching this forsaken ground,
Except the one from our torches
Under the stoned lava, lay the bones of those before us,
Recounting the darkness of this place.  

We couldn’t see much, we couldn’t hear anything.
We were just guessing our way.
We were guided by our instincts and fear,
None of our other senses worked.

We reached, what used to be a crossroad
Left and right it looked the same
Ahead of us narrowed, by some sliding of the rocks.
It was then, that I lost any expectation.

We had to decide, which way to go
And so, we did.
The Greek kept his faith
And I made a pact.*

I kept walking, without looking back
Straight, I followed the narrow path.
Then I heard and later saw, an ancient spring
And the first sunrays reached my eyes, from some small cracks.

And so, I lived, I made it out
But the Greek, he stayed inside
He would die from hunger and thirst,
And I would live for five more years.



* It is believed that in some crossroads, a deal (a pact) with the devil can be made. The legend says that if you stand in the middle of the crossroad and you call the devil, he will appear and give you anything you ask. In return, he will come after some years to collect your soul.

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

Our Old House


Everything was old in our house
My father was old
And I, young and ambitious
Listening to his music from trumpets and fiddlers
Listening how the chestnuts cracked in the fireplace.

Everything was old in our house
The windows were like paintings of our small vicinity
The windows, where my father used to spent his evenings
Waving at the neighbors, smiling at the young ladies

He was a man of good looks, my father
And an interesting man
But lonely and weak
And his loneliness crammed the house.

He had an axe in the yard
And every morning we could hear the woods cracking, under his anger
As his activity was being paid all attention and interest
And everything seemed so small, compared to his greatness.